I am learning….

I have RSD & I am learning through this thing that is happening in my body, I am learning to lean not on my own understanding, because my understanding doesn’t have a clue! I am learning that when I am in pain I get scared.
As I wrote that word, the word scared, the emotions that it stirred up in me are crazy, why is it that as a Christian the admission of being scared makes me feel less than the believer I thought I was and that admitting it brings about even more fear?? But then just as quickly as those thoughts came over me, the Holy Spirit swoops in and fills me, replacing what threaten to consume me just seconds ago with the assurance that I need not fear He is forever with me and reminding me that RSD has already been eradicated by the Healer who took it in His own body, held it His flesh and took it to the Cross where it died when His physical body died. This is understood as reality by my spirit being, it is my choice to believe and trust in this truth until the day that it manifests as such in my body. Do I trust and believe in all that Jesus accomplished for me, for us, on the Cross? YES, I do!! And in believing this fear no longer has any hold on me. I am learning…

He personally carried our sins in his body on the cross so that we can be dead to sin and live for what is right. By his wounds you are healed.
1 Peter 2:24 (NLT)




Father, how I love the special time that we spend together, hearing Your voice & seeing the images of what You are showing us and teaching us are life to me!! Thank You Father!!This morning You showed me a body of water, large and constantly moving towards the edge and pouring over, a massive waterfall, much of the water hit below but I also noticed that much of it became mist in the air and covered everything around it and evaporated into the air and in that moment I saw that despite the loss You continued to replenish the supply of water that flowed to the waterfall, it became as if nothing had been lost!!
That is who You are in our lives, our replenisher, when we accept You as our source we are constantly replenished as if nothing had ever been lost or destroyed!! We are continually renewed and filled by a source that can never be depleted!! How can we not live in victory when we know that You are our source and supply, all that we have need of is being replenished in abundance so that our lives will be flowing freely into the lives of those around us, never fearful of lack or of being destroyed because You will always supply what is lacking and renew us with a fresh anointing of Your love and grace!!
Thank You Father for being our replenisher, our never ending source of and for life!! 

2 Corinthians 9:8 (AMP)
8 And God is able to make all grace (every favor and earthly blessing) come to you in abundance, so that you may always and under all circumstances and whatever the need be self-sufficient [possessing enough to require no aid or support and furnished in abundance for every good work and charitable donation].

2 Corinthians 9:10 (AMP)
10 And [God] Who provides seed for the sower and bread for eating will also provide and multiply your [resources for] sowing and increase the fruits of your righteousness [which manifests itself in active goodness, kindness, and charity]. 


Tangible Grace

I experienced grace in a tangible way recently, I felt it as a veil, swirling and flowing around me and through my physical body as well as within my body, it was as if life flowed through me instantly strengthening and renewing me. As I felt His love enveloping me, I knew that I was right where He was, in exactly the right place–I was in grace, literally, it was not just a thing, a word or a thought, it was the physical manifestation of Grace in and surrounding my physical being. I am His and I am grace filled, grace empowered and completely clothed and shielded in grace.